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Another Year Older, Wiser, and Starting Over (Again)

Hellooo Hooters!

Today happens to be the GREATEST day of all time- June 27th! Cheers to another year older, wiser, and starting over (again)! Finally, my New Year is here yet again- Happyyyy Birthdayyyy to meeee! 

Goodness, I have managed to survive yet another year of this “Life thing” and I’m honestly not sure how to feel about it. Overall, the greatest part about today is the fact that I’m finally able to fully reset my entire life. If you know me, then you know that I don’t celebrate January 1st as a “New Year” for me, but instead my actual birthday. I use June 27th for my New Year’s resolutions, cleanse, and overall self-improvement. 

Being able to reset on my birthday is important to me because I can reflect on my past year and observe where I need to improve, see where I went wrong, where I lost motivation, etc. In my previous post, I wrote about getting back on track and this is exactly what I meant by that. A fresh start at least gets me going on the right path and I always try to keep in mind- a good habit becomes most effective after 21 days. No matter what goals I set, I try my best to force myself to complete them for at least 21 days. 

Just like any other year, this year has been hectic and I’ve faced numerous challenges and exciting moments throughout it. The first six months I decided to let go of alcohol and I’m proud to say that I succeeded greatly. Halfway through the first six months, I gave the 75 Hard challenge a try and somewhat succeeded for the most part. My most creative task for my last year was to create a “Random Thoughts of 32” thread in my Notes app. I seriously can’t wait to share that in a future post. That is where I shared some of my hardest, darkest, and transparent moments in my life throughout the year. 

This last year I also considered and started new beginnings, repaired or tightened broken relationships, fell in love with a new hobby, explored Faith, and more. Of course, throughout my sharing my journey, I’ll be reflecting on the biggest setbacks I faced. I’m choosing to share my setbacks because I’m an honest person and if I can’t be transparent or real with my supporters- what’s the point of this blog right? 

My goals for this year would probably consist of the continuation of improving myself physically, financially, mentally, emotionally, spiritually, etc. I plan on blogging more and enhancing my overall content. Improving more relationships with my loved ones would be ideal- I’ll try not to be too pressed about that. Exploring faith on a deeper level would also be a goal. And then lastly, I’ll be focusing more on completing a few goals I started within the last year- very excited about that! 

Overall, I’m excited about my new beginning and a reset of life. I’m excited to overcome the challenges I may face and hope to deal with them accordingly. I’m excited to work on myself across the board. I’m extremely excited to accomplish the goals I’ve been working on. I’m excited about my upcoming vision for this blog. I’m just excited to succeed. This next chapter of life will be great and I’m claiming it. 

Much Love, Hooters,

-Cherry and the Hoot

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Cheers to Thirty-Onederful!

Where do I even begin? Chapter 30 was probably one of the worst chapters I’ve ever experienced in my life. A chapter I wish to forget and never look back on. A chapter I cried on multiple occasions like I’ve never cried before. A chapter of losing myself and struggling eight months to find my way back again. A chapter of consistent failures, setbacks, and letdowns. A chapter of nothing but pain, lack of self-love, hopelessness, weakness, and worthlessness. A chapter that was supposed to be my most happiest that turned into the most broken in so many ways possible. A chapter I simply didn’t deserve. A chapter I vow to lock away and never reopen.

I want to thank all of my parents for being there to support me when I couldn’t support myself. For having faith and hope in me when I didn’t believe in myself. For listening to me pour my heart out even when I couldn’t find the right words to say. For hugging me tight when I simply didn’t know what to do anymore. For not giving up on me when I tried to give up on myself. For all of the words of motivation, advice, and encouragement. For being strong parents dealing with an adult child with severe mental illnesses. For loving me unconditionally and not judging me. And more importantly my Mom for being the best friend a child could ever ask for.

I also want to thank my Grandpa, my two favorite sisters, my lovely Aunt, my Personal, and my closest friends and family for being there to listen to me. Spending well-needed time with me. From pouring tears to endless laughter. Checking on me when I was too down to reach out. Believing in me. Not judging me nor giving up on me. Loving me for me. And all of the words of motivation, advice, and encouragement. I could not ask for a better family nor small circle; I am beyond thankful and lucky to have each of you in my life.

Although, I am not sure what this next chapter will bring, I will not allow anything from Chapter 30 to interfere with it. I am ripping away and burning the pages to such a horrible chapter. With that being “said”…

Cheers to Chapter Thirty-Onederful 🥂,

A chapter of a fresh start and moving forward with life. A chapter of being myself again and allowing absolutely nothing or no one to change that. A chapter of being free-spirited and winging it. A chapter of refocusing and getting back to business. A chapter of exploring new places, things, and people. A chapter of peace, laughter, and happiness. A chapter of more self-love and hopefulness than ever before. A chapter of simply “Living a Little”.

Happy New Year to ME 🥳!